A SIMPLE NOTE TO SELF

If you want to be miserable
Just follow the mind's concept
Of happiness.
It's a neverending treasure of ideas.
Especially how to make things better
Or just a little bit different.

If only this feeling could be
A teeny tiny subtler.
Not to mention that this one could use
A liiiiittle bit more intensity!
And if only this little fucker that seems
To be a bit too hurtful
Could just already disappear.
And if only this exact feeling of joy
Could last forever... Ah!

If and when this is the case –
Welcome to hell!
To a profound mindfuck.
»Abandon all hope, you who enter...« :)

So... what now?
Nothing!
Stop.
Let it go.
Drop the idea of doing...

Make those 30 cm's downwards.
Go deeper, towards the silence.
Where only a heartbeat is audiable.
Just rest there...
Where everything is already ok.
Where everything is forever perfect.
Where there's no need to fix anything.

Oh, yeah ...and welcome to heaven!