THIS COULD BE A LOVESONG

I measure my steps
By the times
My heart was broken
And then healed,
Only to be broken again.
I measure my steps
By the times I let go
Of the things already gone.

By the hours
Spent weeping in loneliness
Only to see I was never alone.
By the times
I gazed into the abyss
Long enough to remember
I was already blinded by the light.

By the times I digged
Through the shadows
Until the truth was revealed.
By the times I was consumed
By madness so deep
Only to take a peek
Behind the imaginary curtain
And meet the sanity
That never ever left me.

I measure my steps
By the times I thought I loved
Only to see I was too afraid to.

I measure my steps
By the times I let myself go,
Released the guards of I
And broke down
In tears of delight.

I measure my steps
By the time spent in love.
I measure them through time
While dwelling in timelessness.

But how can one ever measure
The immensity
Of boundless love?